Shag

Yesterday was bad enough.

Starting to hate to work, which I seldom do.


Things to do:
Study, Party-Clubbing, Work.

Jinxed!!!

I told you I am a jinx!!! I am here at home when it was planned that I go out and party!! ARGH!!!! Was am I always so suay?? Angry with myself. I even make up today for this. Disappointment really makes people feel suxy.

Tomorrow my JC class will be having bbq. They are going. That means I would not be going. Hai. I am working anyway. Now all I can think of are negative stuffs. No one online to talk to also. Sian. Think maybe I shall rest early or study later. But with this mood, I doubt things will get in. At work my boss also say why I always hai here and there. I am really irritating right.

Stop here already. Later people who see this will also be irritated by my negative thoughts.


Things to do:
Think positively, Study, Work.

Shopping Day!

Today, I wanted to shop for Christmas present. In the end, shop for my own stuffs. Nevertheless, it was fun. Haha. Shopping with hui and xian today!

Went to Muji today. OMG!!! I like this particular sweater!!! Even a stranger say I look nice in it!! But it is 83 bucks!!! Gosh! I sure cannot buy ar. No money to buy also. Leave the shop sadly. I bought a sort of jumper dress at black clover. Very nice. But I need to buy a racer back to match it. See when I am shopping again ba. Another thing, I put make up today! By myself!! Amazed at what a concealer can do. Make up work wonders!! Haha. But I would not put it on to school. Too lazy. Unless I have other appointments.

Yesterday went for kevin's pre christmas party. It was a nice dinner. Met alot of nice people too. Had a wonderful time there.

Tomorrow I might be going to Double O. Yea!!! Parents not around! Even better! Haha!


Things to do:
Study, Work, Party.

Phew!

Pbf test ended. It was funny today though. I think our lecturer know that we all never study. Even if we study, we study the wrong chapter because we thought he will give the same paper as the other class. I think everyone studied chaper 8, which was on CAPM. Instead, it was chaper 6 on income gap analysis!!! Gosh! In the end, he gave us an open book test instead. Haha. Funny ar. Smart and funny lecturer.

This saturday my jc class will be having bbq. But I doubt I will go. Haiz. How I wish I can go with no worries. I really want to catch up with them. Will I lose all the friends because of this incident. Its all my fault. I shouldnt have replied that at that time. No point regretting. But I do not know how to solve this too. I guess I will just have to reject that offer.

Tml I will be attending kevin party. Is 45 bucks per person!!! He only want us to pay 15! Oh my. Thats alot ar. Gosh. Its nice of him but is too much ar. See bah. If he is the one paying then I think I will give him the balance bah.

Next tuesday is our gals christmas party! Yeah!! So looking forward to it.

This friday I will be going double O! With huiling and sarah. So excited ar. Wish that it will not be cancelled. Everytime when I am looking forward to something, somehow in one way or another problems will surface. This is how jinxed I am. I think this is just life. Haha. very emo today. Maybe because of the bbq.


Things to do:
Study, Work.

Enjoying

Today's bbq was fun! All thanks to dris who prepared all these. Gatherings really make one feel happy. To be able to catch up with old friends. =)

Tomorrow my family will be coming back! Happy because I kind of miss them a little. Sad because all my restrictions and curfew are back! Haha. No matter what, I still miss my sister and my mum's bickering.

Pictures at the bbq:

Sisters!! Where did that blur queen vanet went to??


Darizee and me!!


After I come home, I wash the clothes, sweep the floor. Later I might study a little. Wa. Super tired. Yawn...


Things to do:
Study for pbf test, Work, Party after test!

Reluctance

Tuesday got pbf test. Chapter 2,6,7,8,9. 5 chapters!! I do not even understand chap 8 and 9 well. They are all memory work. Damn! Hate to memorise. I think next year for my foundation units I am going to take stats 2 and math 2. Memorise formulas are better!!

Last friday I went shopping with mengyi! I bought 4 tops and a belt! Yay! Super fun and happy. but my expenses for the day is around 200 bucks. Gosh! Now then I thought of it! My parents did not even give me cash when they leave for their holiday. No money! My last month pay is only 500 bucks. Time to save a little.

Tonight I will be having bbq at west coast park. How to study like that. Then monday I am going to meet hui ling to study. Think she is having a little problems in her relationship. I don't think I can study much either. SO! I have decided. Since this test is not counted in the final year, I shall just study as much as I can and go for the test. Might not be studying all since I do not have the time either. Actually I should be going to sentosa with dris on monday. But cancel because I have to study! I HATE MEMORY WORK!!!

My house is in a mess. My clothes are all on the bed. Table is so messy. Gosh! Guess monday morning before I go and meet hui ling to study, I must wash clothes, sweep floor and tidy my table. So tiring.

Gotta study already!


Things to do:
Study for pbf test, Tidy house, Shop for Christmas gifts, Work, Party!

=D

Went clubing with hui ling and sarah. Sarah look very different. Different from the last time i saw her. Nevertheless, still as pretty. Haha. Both of them kept complaining that they are fat. -_-''' We went double O for free drinks then head to zouk for phuture! Sounds cheapo right. Bo bian. No $$$. Haha. I only spend 7 bucks for my cab fare to meet them at dlo and 4 bucks to go zouk!! Thats my expenses for the night! Save alot! =X

We went home at around 4.30. Go home wash up and go to sleep at 5 plus. Woke up at 10.45 for economics class. Cannot really hear the teacher well. My ears have not recover from that morning clubing. Later on, I went to study math with jen. I realised that I have alot of things which I need to refer to my notes ar. Very bad. But anyway, I shall worry about that later.

Need to get present for kevin. For the christmas exchange. He call me jen and chis to go to his christmas party at vivo. I don't know whether to go anot. We will see.

Am I a bad girl??? I ponder. Sometimes I think I am.


Things to do:
Study, Work, preparing presents for christmas, partying.

Mengyi in the end dun want to go. But nvm.

I am in doom shit. Next tuesday is pbf test already. Sian. I am not prepared at all. I have 5 chapter! Oh my.

Family still on trip to China. I am so lonely everyday ar. Go home and alone at home. This computer is still my all times favourite. Will not run away. I only have this to accompany me. My papa called just now. Talk to my sister. Her voice still have not change. So Childish. Haha.

Super hungry now! Ate half a packet of tibits only. Wish that suddenly there is someone at my doorstep to serve me food and accompany me to eat. =( Fat Hope!


Things to do:
Study for pbf test, Work, Play, Club.

Tired but fun.

Went clubbing with hui cat vanet and dris on friday. Its pre zouk out day. Damn fun! At least I enjoy it. =D I wanna go again on wed, with mengyi! Too bad dris cannot go, it will be more fun if she go. Sian.

! I wanna learn dancing. Any kinds of dance I think. Hehe.

Went to work on saturday and drink with my boss until 3.30am. Wa seh. Today i have to wake up at 9 to go work at 11am. But luckily I have finish my POA assignment. Or else today after work I will have to rush. I hate it most.


Things to do:
Study, Work, Enjoy partying (Haha).

Happy

Later we will be having dinner together to celebrate wensheng birthday. Yeah! Nice food coming up!

I just found the song, So close. So happy. Nice song from enchanted. Simply love it.

Got to go to school already. Sian


Things to do:
Study, Work.

Lousy

Feeling super lousy today.

Bloody shity day!


Things to do:
Study, Work.