Mistakes.

It was all mistakes. All of my mistakes though.

Should join my parents for lunch.
Should ate Waraku instead of korean bbq.
Should say the correct things.
Should type the messages to the correct window.
Should buy wrapping papers so that I can keep myself occupied and stop thinking too much.
Should always think before I act.
Should always put myself in other people shoes.
Should buy the brandy with berries for mummy for better skin.
Should just told me boss I want to work tomorrow instead of Sunday.
Should spent more time with family.
Should just stop disturbing my friends and being a paranoid over stupid stuffs.
Should have just kept my temper to myself.
Should have just keep my comments to myself.

Anyway, I have learnt. At least I hope so.

Tired. But dont think I can sleep. Guess I will catch some show before hitting the bed.


Things to do:
Reading.

Touching!

It's okay if you cannot remember anything. I will help you remember everything. =)

This sentence is from the korean show, Bad Family. So touching and nice! That guy is so sweet! I think this is everyone dreams to have someone who is able to say this to you if you happen to forget stuffs. Must complete this drama soon! Nice to watch! Hehe!

Tomorrow I am going pack my closet before and after work. I think I will need 2 days. Went IKEA. Saw alot of things I like. When I tidy my room I will think of how to organise my stuffs. Kinda excited! Haha. Didnt know decorating my room can be fun. It would be better if i had a room to myself. Everything would be much more easier. Envy those who has a room to themselves.

I am so broke! So the furnishing of my room will be super slow. Must slowly save. Anyway, my mum may not approve me of changing the funitures. I will see how it goes.

Another thing, I think I will just stay put at my holland job. Decision made! Haha! Lazy to find another also.


Things to do:
Shop for mama present, Work, Tidy room.

For the record

For the record - Mariah Carey



For the record
You oughta know
You wasn't thinking
When you let me go

But whatever
That's how it goes
Win some you lose some
And others you hold in your heart

Why it gets so hard
Tears you all apart
Even though you try to let go
No, no, no

Suddenly you're here
And it's so surreal
And I don't know
What the deal

Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time

Them other irregularities
They can't compete with MC
The whole entire world can tell
That you love yourself some me

People see ya know
Asking all about
Me and how they always thought we
Were so perfect together

Let's re-write the end
Start over again
And it's gon go better now

Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time

For the record
You'll always be a part of me
No matter what you do
And for the record
Can't nobody say
I didn't give my all to you

And for the record
I told you underneath the stars
That you belong to me
For the record
It's obvious that
We just can't let go of us, honey

Cause when I'm looking in your eyes
Feels like the first time
Give me one good reason why
We can't just press rewind
I don't wanna spend my life
Thinking what it could've been like
If we had another try (one time)
Like back in the day
That look on your face
Feels like, the first time

For the record, baby
Now you know, baby


Super nice song.
Tomorrow I am going to find job. This is depressing. Hate to work!!! What to do. I am broke.

Made up my mind. I am going to tidy up the whole house. Throw whatever I can. Haha! Project is in the progress now!


Things to do:
Pack room, Tidy the WHOLE house, WOrk.

Work starts once again.

Went to work yesterday. From 5 to 9pm. Went Dlo after that. Wasnt that fun though. I mean the crowd. The accompany was fine. Haha!

Tomorrow will have work at 2.30pm. SIAN! Hate the sunny weather. Still humid as ever even without the sun. Suxy weather.

Watched AVP after I came back from huiling house. After that, I watched forbidden city. Its not bad. Violent movies marathon. Haha. Maybe watching another movie later. Gosh. Its the first day after my exams and I am already so bored. Cant wait for my parents to go Malaysia. Hehe! But Huiling haven finish her exams. Humph! Jiahui gotta work during office hour already! Our swimming plans can only happen during the weekends.

I want to take up another office job. But what about the holland one. This is so bothering. Maybe I should just stick to this job and maybe find another flexible one. Maybe events? That is provided I can find. SUPER BROKE!

Gotta do my resume soon. BORING!~


Things to do:
WORK!

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Things to do:
Dream.

Clumsy day.

One more paper to go. Long ago in holiday mood already. Haha.

Anyway, today wad a bad day. I was wearing heels and a tube dress. I kept stepping onto rocky path and nearly fall for umpteen times! So irritated by it!

Secondly, my brother called me at 11+ with that deep and nobody can hear it clearly voice and ask me what time I will go home. Hate it when my mum wants me to go home early. The feeling of afraid or being scolded and the wanting to please her feeling just spoil my day. Cant I just enjoy my day with my friend?

Thirdly, is the worst thing that happen to me of the day. Took the last train home from somerset. Thought I was lucky enough. In the end, I got down from city hall and took to bugis. I was so blur. This is the highlight of the day men! At that point in time my stupidity really annoyed me so much. In the end have to take cab. Rather take cab from cine. At least I dont need to pay midnight charge and is cheaper to go home from there too.

Now I am super broke now. Trying very hard to recover from my financial status, BROKE. Haha. Have to work after exams. Suddenly got the urge to do some events stuffs. Dont know who have lobang or not. Also want to do some wedding panning. Ask my boss if she needs any help. That is provided she has projects on hand. Wish she has.

I have absolutely no impulse to study pbf, my last paper. Have to go outside to study tomorrow then.


Things to do:
Study, Save money, Work soon, And, the last thing on my list will always be shopping from now on, until I have the ability to support my necessity.